Happy New Year, 2012!!!

(Posted in advance coz I'm going to slp)
Yoyoyo, it's e new year!!! Haha... Happy new year every1!!! Wishing for a blessed 2012 with lots of love, happiness, wealth, great health and all good things to come... I wish myself n every1 arnd a safe and joyous 2012!!!

Wishin all my wishes can come true... 2012 will b quite an eventful year with all e army stuff going on as well as my 22nd birthday!!! Hahaha... Not as meaningful as my 21st but still, it's e multiple recurrance of twos... Haha... N dere's 2 of us, my sis n I tt is... Haha...

Dis year, 2012, dere's also national races... Haha... Hopefully I can go bah... Haha... Anyways, ya, another few wishes: I wanna get stronger, more muscular, more lean, more money n definitely more chances of getting into the safsa main dragonboat team... I'm workin hard so hopefully I can make it...

Whilest I'm training, so will e others... I juz hav do outdo myself 1st, past my own barrier den I'm surpass others!!! Woosh!!! Fighting!!!

I'm gettin smarter each year, as we grow, as learn... Learn abt life experiences, learn how to communicate with strangers... I've learnt quite a lot in army, though I hate to admit... Gd n bad stuff... Haha... I've learnt another impt thing dis year...

To treasure ur love ones, to treasure ur own life, to train safe, to be safe SO THAT the people arnd u do not nid to suffer...

Yes, my fren from recce, another guy from recce-in-trainin... It's tough to c ur loves ones suffer... I guess, it's unpredictable but well, take preventive measures... Tt's all I can do...

Well, 2011 was rather dreadful after enterin army, still never liked it but it will all end in sept2012...

Some say the world will also end in 2012... I guess I'm gonna leave to c tt day comin if possible... Haha... Well, priority, get stronger, more muscular with lesser fat percentage n more bulk n more handsome!!! Hehe... Oh, another special wish for 2012, to pass my military drivin test... Haha... Yea man...

On 2nd Jan 2012, I wish to pass my drivin test to acquire e hard to get military lisence... Haha...

Thks for reading, once again, a happy new year n well, take care n hope to c u guys soon my dear frens!!! U can play the music on e top right corner... It's nice... Haha... Dun cry...

Happy New Year!!! NOT!!! whahaha...

Yoyoyo... It's gonna b 2012... Wat wishes or resolutions are u gonna make??? I got my list rite here... haha... I wish for a blessed, jolly, healthy, wealthy and well, safe 2012!!!! N my resolution is the same as 2011: to get stronger, to get smarter, to get richer and well, something new, to get bulk and to get my military license... haha...

Seriously, i wanna faster get my license den i can hav 1 boulder down... haha... I'm like tryin my best to cut my fat percentage down so yea, i think it's maintaining the same... i wanna CUT DOWN... haha... But i gained 3kg i guess, of muscle... I hope it's muscle... haha... The new yr's comin!!! Oh, n wat's more xcitin it's tt 2day is Tauhid's wedding!!! N tml is our turn to go meet n greet the newly wedded couple!!! haha... Tauhid looked awesome no doubt!!!

Hmm... 2012 CNY is very early... haha... Wonder wat to buy for tt new year??? haha... I guess i'm gonna count down @ hm dis yr... Not too bad, i think i nidda slp early also... Worked out quite a bit 2day... Or i shld say, for e past 4 days straight... haha...i wonder wat to wear tml for Tauhid's wedding... Coz tml, the Malays will wear their traditional clothes so for the chinese, seriously dunno wat to wear... haha...

Anyway, dunno wat to give the couple also... But well, Tauhid will b stayin in Tampines after that... I heard that for the Malays, the guy stays with the female family side... Well, can jio him go gym liao... hehe...

Thks for reading!!! Before new year i'll post the last post for the new year...

Start of a New Year...

Yoyoyo... 2 more days till 2012... No more misery for next year... NO MORE TROUBLES... I jux wanna enjoy my trainings n well, hopefully it will b a fruitful start of 2012... March going to Taiwan, so totally not lookin forward to it...

Now, gopal n cugan playin e slappin game... Funny sia... Got sound effects... Haha...

It's really like boring rite now, sittin in e training shed... My youth wastin away... Ohhhhh...
Not entirely wasted la... I'm still able to contact to e world with my bb... Hehe... But now it's jux plain haiz... Dunno wat to say also...

Now boy boy playin with Cugan, maung playin with danny... All havin fun... Seriously, except arnold... He's like stoning... Hahaha...

Man, r they ever gonna switch on e fans... It's gettin pretty warm man... E sun is up n well, it's rather windy now... Haha... 1st warm den now windy... Crazy weather... My sis is comin back tml morning... N tml is my old man's birthday... Wat age is he anyway??? Haha... 62?? 63?? Haha... Dunno...

Anyway, seems like I nidda get somethin for him... Or shld I ask my sis to get it from hk??!! Haha... I'll ask her ltr...

Thks for readin...

Lookin forward to e New Year!!!

Yoyoyo, I'm quite Xcited abt dis coming new year... Coz now in army, so got new frens n well, havin 360 kind of fun... So I guess, diff grp, diff kind of fun... Haha...

Anyway, maung wanted a Christmas gift Xchange but now it's gonna b a New Year's Xchange... Haha... Well, we r now decidin on where to go on Sat... Haha... Spendin e new year with army frens??? Somethin new huh... Been spendin e past 3 year's eves with poly frens...

So wat r we gonna do?? Haha... Anyway, I'm tryin to train to b bigger n do 1 single arm pull up by march... Seriously, hard siol... It's not tt I'm tt strong... Haiz... It's been a week now n I've gained 3kg of erm, hopefully it's muscles... Hehe...

Anyway, shannon jux jokingly offended Cugan, sayin he got a black small dick... Haha... Now he's gettin tortured in a xtreme hilarious way... Watchin for entertainment... Poor boy boy gettin bullied... Haha...

Thks for readin... :)

A holiday well-spent...

Yoyoyo, it's e season to b jolly... So happy 2day... Dis mornin, woke up feelin aches from yesterday's mini xercises... Well, proofs tt I had a not so slang workout @ hm... Den I realised I'm suppose to take 2 scoops of creatine each servin... Damn, I was only takin 1 for each servin... Haix, wasted...

But no matter, I feel e powerful in my veins, or muscles, wateva... Haha... Den afternoon, I went to gabriel's hse... N my goodness, wat a spread I had... Totally testin my control... Almost lost control of eatin... E fd is juz so so so great... N it's homecooked... I said I was lucky I'm not stayin in his hse coz I might end up like thad... Haha...

Den after gab's hse, we went to sing K!!! It's been a long time... My throat hurts... But no doubt, I had fun... It was a bit borin to jux sing n sing but well, I enjoyed e company: my dearest poly frens... Gavin jio mi to Zirca to club but I guess I'm tired... Haha...

Anyway, wat to do tml leh??? It's a holiday too... Hmmm, mayb go c laptop?? Mayb go to e IT fare @ expo since tml is e last day... Since tml is e holidays, I bet dere's gonna b a lot of ppl,.. Let's hope dere's not tt many ppl... @ least can walk through without squeezin I'm happy liao... Haha...

Anyway, I thought of goin gym tml also... Mayb in e afternoon or somethin... I wonder hu's free... Hmmm, I'll ask on facebook ltr to c hu wanna go... If not, I 'gym' @ hm also happy... Haha...

Tired, throat pain, body slightly achin also... I guess it's time to rest... Sleeeppppp!!! Haha... But honestly, I think I ate too much dis afternoon... Didn't feel tt hungry till 7pm... Oh, speakin of which, I didn't eat dinner... Singin all day long... Only drank a can of ice lemon tea... Damn, holidays can really disrupt 1's diet plans huh... Hahaha...

Anyway, goin off e train soon, I like e present for gift's xchange... I loved e way 2day planned out to b... I guess tml is another relaxin day before I go for my TP test on tues... Oh, I pray hard tt I can pass tt test... I cross my fingers man... I nid a rabbit's foot... Haha...

Thks for readin... Once again, Merry Christmas n happy holidays!!!

Merry Christmas Every1!!!

Yoyoyo... A wait, it's HOHOHO... Merry Christmas to u, n u n u n u... hahaha... It's all cold n windy outside, makes it feel like it's snowing outside... haha... Fantasies... haha... Anyway, it's really nice to b resting @ hm... It's been rather stressful for e past few weeks but dere's rowin, dere's PLK party, it all makes me feel warm inside... Stayin in touch with my civi life ppl...

Dere's gifts Xchange going on on... haha... Even my army peeps wanna hav gifts Xchange also... haha... Cute... But well, wonder wat kind of gifts i'll receive ltr... haha... help it's somethin useful man...

Yesterday, It's Friday nite!!!

Yoyoyo, yesterday was PLK Christmas Party!!! Woohoo!!! Haha... It was AWESOME... Never in any PLK events tt I took so many pics... Seriously... Haha... I either take pic for others or I juz stand @ a corner... Haha...

Dis time, I decided to b a little more think skin n jux joined in e camhores... Haha... Sorry if I offended any1... N well, thks to khairul who brought tt wonderful camwea... Haha... Perfect cam for camhoring... I'm seriously gonna get tt samsung cam... Wonder how much tt cost...

Next New year's wish or checklist is to get a new com... I hope e promos @ courts is still on... Nidda go down to check... Haiz, Where got time... Haha...I think 2day got time bah... C how bah...

Ltr mayb going gym @ hougang... Far leh... How how HOW???!!! I think by e time I reach ordy 3+ liao... Haha... I also dun wan to go straight from drivin centre, got a lot of stuff to carry siol... Hmmm...

Oh, passin starbucks reminds me of e starbucks vouchers they were givin out yesterday... Haha... Last nite was seriously a night to rmb... Thks to Joerg tt made all of it come true... 4K leh, tt's e amount he contributed to make all tt happened last nite... Thk u so much...

Thks to e rest, kenneth lee: for e food, Gavin n Quan for e prize vouchers, steven for e prize n my presenr... Haha... Talkin abt present, haha... Wat e hell la, but haha, luckily tt was jux a prank... Haha... I still got e real 1: resistance band!!! Haha...

2day relax for e day, do a little shoppin den comes tml!!! CHRISMAS!!! Haha... Yup, 2day's e eve of Christmas... Hmmm... Mayb I shld change my title... Hai, nvm la, forget it... Anyway, for Christmas 2011, no orchard, no stayin @ hm doin nth... I'm going to gabriel's hse to celebrate it... Wooo hooo...

I think dere will b a gifts xchange going on... But wateva... Nidda find somethin @ e malls ltr... Hahaha... Haiz, no money liao, no money...

Anyway, wearin pixilised green uniform, on my way to drivin centre... Damn, wrap arnd mi, colourful light bulbs n light mi up man... Haha... Oh oh, I think I shld wrap shamugen with colourful lights so tt he'll b 'brighter'... Haha...

Gettin off e bus... Thks for readin...

Christmas is comin!!!

Yoyoyo, christmas is comin!!! 2 more days!!! Woohoo... Haha... It's all abt fun, laughter, peace n joy!!! It's e time of e year whereby if ppl say: 'hey, u're gay!!' Ur reply would b 'yea, I know!!!' Hahaha...

A lot of bagpackers on e train... Well, I'm on e train to outrum park to celebrate christmas with my dragonboat team, PLK!!! Haha... I could still rmb our celebration @ seng chye's hse last year...

Dis year, it's a lot more merrier... Cool beads!!! Haha... Kept thinkin abt last year christmas wish... I think half came true... Haha... Actually, come to think of it, my wishes for 2011 were e same as 2010, 2009, 2008 n well, as long as I can rmb... Haha...

Well, I guess 2012 will b different... Hmmm, definitely different coz I'm not studyin YET... A new wish, to enter local university!!! Hahah... Yup yup...

Thks for readin... To b continued yea, *wink... Lol...

it's thursday!!!

Yoyoyo, it's thursday liao... Countin down to x'mas yol... Hahaha... Tml is PLK party... Sadden I cannot party after e party... I got drivin lessons on sat also... Wat crap... Anyway, gym yesterday, I think it was effective... Haha...

2day I gonna gym again I think... Hehe... Dunno la, c how 1st... Must jio ppl liao... Anyway, jiaks n other young ppl, haha, going shoppin ltr... Hmmm, if no 1 go gym den I'll juz go find dem lor... Haha...

Anyway, woke up in e mornin n charged my psp... Juz realised tt my psp charging port got prob... It was chargin like on n off... Damn, y like tt???!!! BUT but, @ least it's still workin... Haha... Time to play dissidia again!!!

Better charge it fully den I'll bring to e x'mas party n battle Eugene!!! Whahaha... Of cox I'll try to get his latest data... Hehe, if possible...

Anyway, dere's a drivin test currently on n well, I'm not involved so haha... I can sort of 'relax' for e day... Still got 100 mins of drivin ltr... Haha... @ least it's juz drivin n not test... Hehe...

Anyway, I wanna rest my eyes now... Haha... Thks for readin...

It's a end of e 3rd week...

Yoyoyo, it's e end of e 3rd week here @ SDC... But man, I got another 3 more weeks... Wa sianz... Do bored, no parkin, a lot of waitin time... I guess dis is wat my troopers meant by 'very relax'...

Well, I got a gd instructor n other den makin mi stay back after 5pm for xtra traini, I guess he meant well... Yesterday he taught mi biting point... Haha... He say I still dunno how to get it... But in all honesty, I'm seriously tryin my best...

He say I must stop lookin inside e car n listen to e sound of e engine, but well, it's my habit tt when I listen to stuff, I look down, I dun look up... Haha... Wat e hell rite... Keep reprimanding mi for lookin down, wat e...

It's gonna b friday soon n I've yet to prepare e X'mas present for PLK X'mas party Gifts xchange... I wonder hu eva gets my clue will give mi wat I wan... Haha... My hopes r not high n will jux accept wateva's given to mi... Hehe... Shldnt b tt bad...

Hmmm, wonder wat I shld wear dere... Haha... Reindeer?? Elf?? Santas is definitely out of e question... Hmmm... Hehe... Time to scout for X'mas outfit @ hm... I recall my sis havin a reindeer headband @ hm... Once again, must go hm n find...

N well, I nidda get my com 1st... Tt would b on my 1st To-DO list... To get a laptop!!! Haha... Anyway, I dun think I got e time go walk walk in e malls ltr coz I going gym w/ jiaks... Reach hm, 9.45pm, den do e present, must find e markers, must find e stickers, must find e reindeer headband @ hm, must wrap e present, holy crap, I forgot e stuffing in e box...

Man, steraform or paper strips?? Oh wait, I got another idea, I dunno how to explain it in words... I guess I'll take a pic of e startin materials, mid-way n end product... Haha... Hmmm, I think it will look nice but man, I nidda spend money again... My goodness, like seriously...

N like seriously, I spend my whole mornin slackin here... Let us half day la... Sigh, den @ least I can do more stuff @ hm...

I'm now hearin noobs talkin abt pokemon in e lecturer rm... Seriously, they made my toes laugh... Shellos evolvin to lapras??!! Whahaha... My jaw almost dropped after hearin tt... How old r dose amaturers away... Not tt pokemon is for kids coz I also play pokemon but e prob is u wanna play it, use some adult brain n research abt e pokemon la...

Tt guy also said 'dratini can become gyrados?? Like seriously... Oh wait, he asked another stupid question: wat is water pokemon's weakness?? Duh it's water n grass... Haha... My goodness... I can't stand their conversation... Even sham also knows abt weaknesses... N tt guy u asked is an indian... Not tryin to imply anythin, juz a coincidence ar...

Anyway, maung sold HIS DS to tt indian guy... I guess he can't play with us ordy even if he wans to... Borrow?? Sure, but it's definitely not mi most of e time... N he's talkin to a chinese guy hu acts as though he noe's a lot... Wat a joke...

Actually, e indian guy is juz a total noob... Tsk tsk tsk... Wish him all e best n luck in his pokemon journey... He seriously nids it... As well as e chinese guy... Wonder how they're gonna survive...

My goodness, I dun mean to bitch abt dem but I seriously hav nth to do now, n they juz so happen to b seatin in front of mi sproutin nonsense... Haha...

Anyway, it's a long post again... I nid my break... Haha... Thks for reading... :)

it's a long long journey...

Yoyoyo, I'm currently takin bus 168 to woodlands... So bored so I'm juz gonna blog... Haha... I was jux watchin a few trailers from movies tt r gonna air in 2012... Can't wait to watch dem... Haha... Here's a list:

Expandables 2
Avengers
Men In Black 3
Titanic 3D
G.I.joe 2
Beauty n e beast 3D
The dark knight rises
... N so on...

Quite few nice movies rite... Haha... Soooo gonna watch dem...

Anyway, reachin woodlands interchange liao... Damn hungry, gonna faint soon... Haha... Thks for readin...

Bloggin time...

Yoyoyo, I'm startin to feel less stress now... Drivin is still not very enjoyable when u're in dis course... Anyway, learnin hand signals now... Not as if we'll use it in actual scenerios...

It's only givin more chances for ppl to fuck us... Oh, now den I realise, e more u learn, e more others can fuck u coz u're suppose to b 'eqiupped' w/ tt knowledge... Hahaha... Totally wateva...

Anyways, now tt I've posted my blog link on facebook, I guess I hatta watch wat type here... Haha... Well, it's not as if I care but ya, oh well... It's for e new year, it's for e new year... Haha...

Anyway, I jux bought 2 shakes for workout... Mass gainer n creatine... It's time to bulk up... I read e instructions n directions for e shakes, hmmm, it will take mi 3 mths... Hmmm... Haha... CNY2012 is in Jan!!! Haha... I got 1mth!!! Haha... Oh well... Make full use of time!!!

Anyway, gonna go back to row only like next yr... Sianz to e max... I rowed last sat n well, seems like I have not lost it... Hehe... Only become very stiff...

Damn, I took quite some time to overcome tt but I guess I'm back to almost square 1 huh... Anyway, PLK X'mas party dis fri!!! I got e presents ready to give whoeva tt wrote tt clue... E prob is I dunno it's a girl or a guy... Sianz... Haha... But well, it's a sport watch so girl or guy, both sex can wear rite...

Mayb girls must prefer a smaller circumfence watch rite??? I dunno man, haha... My mom likes big big huge circumfence watches... Haha... Like mi!!!

Anyways, i hope tt person like it... N I hope he or she keeps e box quite it's rather gd quality... Haha... Fun fun... Hehe...

Thks for readin man... Stay tuned...

Done... : )

Well well, I'm done with tt test... Paper 1 it says... I guess dere's part2... Haha... Anyway, ltr dunno wat time can leave dis place... E drivin centre I mean... Anyway, counting down to Christmas... 6 more days?? Woo hoo...

Anyway, I juz order my mass gainer n hardcore creatine!!! Haha... Gonna try to get big before CNY2012... Hehe...

Anyway, it feels great to blog again... It's like I was lost but now, so gd to b found... Haha... I facebooked to ask my fellow bloggers to update their blogs, yet I dun really hav e time to read their's YET... But well, it's not like they will update immediately...

Anyway, I'm on e secret mission... Hehe... N it's deadline is well, on new year's eve... Hehe... Provided I'm free to accomplish it by den... I'll do my best, n may Mother Luck help mi out... Haha...

Oh, n I met my new Platoon comamander (PC) juz now... Rayson... He used to row in ngee ann poly... I guess he was in national team becoz I scanned thru dis pics on facebook... Well, somethin in common I guess... Wonder if he's joinin SAFSA?? Hmmm... I'll ask him when dere's time... Or mayb, when I join dem back after my course, he's ordy dere... Hahaha...

Seriously can't wait to row... Now tt dere's a lot of strong rowers on board, I'm gonna work hard... I hope even trainin a bit day by day will help...

Oh, I mentioned I bought mass gainers rite... Haha... Ya, I ditched the whey protein routine n well, moved on to mass gainers since it's said to well, help others bulk up other den help hard gainers to get mass... I'm on e hard gainer so i dun really feel tt secure takin mass gainers... But well, dere's a 1st time for everythin...

Jux hoping my end result is not being a fatso coz no trainin but keep gainin... Haha... I hope 1 mth is enough to bulk up by even juz a bit... Hu doesn't wanna look nice for e chinese new year rite?? Haha...

But, I nid money!!! Haiz... Waitin for my dad to return mi back my money... Like seriously, I'm not workin n gettin dis pathetic allowance n yet he borrows money from mi to lend his fren... I mean, wat e rational here man???

He promised to return mi back so I'll juz wait n c... After all, tt sum I lent him is wat my mom gave mi so, hook or by crook, I'm gonna take it back...

Well well, a lot of shoppin to do... N damn, so many ppl in e malls... Haha... Best time to juz go in n try out clothes... Haha... Hoping to b able to go shoppin w/ my frens... It's not tt shoppin alone is bad but shoppin is a fun thing to do, especially w/ ur cloest frens... Agree?? Haha...

Well, sorry I'm bloggin so long... Nth to do now... Better go rest ur eyes... Hahaha... The fun never ends...

Thks for reading!!! : )

My life... uncontrollable...

Yoyoyo... I can't control my life unlike last time... Dis teaches mi tt things can't possibly go ur way no matter how hard u plan...

Oh, test is gonna start... Blog ltr...

Missing my com...

Yoyoyo... It was a quite a disappointing day... I wanted to row but it rained so heavily... *sigh... My goodness, i heard Mr Poon (1 of e drivin instructor) saying dun sigh dun sigh... haha... Funny catch... haha...

Anyway, christmas is next week man... haha... wooo hooo... Christmas parties... I love thinking abt wat to wear for parties... It's better den thinking of wat to do in the morning when i'm in camp... haiz....

Anywayz, i wanna rest well, eat well so tt i can get the body i wan before next yr CNY.... whahaha... my goodness, juz thinking of it, i had adrenaline rush liao... SHOPPPIIIINNNGGG.... woo hooo... haha... Anyway, must slim down n get lean before CNY 2012... Or at least bigger build la...

Work hard, train hard n i juz hatta hope for the best... I must work hard...

The movie: New Year's Eve...

Yoyoyo... I juz watched finish e movie: New Year's Eve... I think I noe wat's my slogan for the upcoming new year's post... Haha... I'll post it when e time comes... Haha...

Oh how I wish my new year's eve will b tt great... Haha... Anyway, I lost my joggy cap on e train 2day... Hmm... Hu-eva finds it, I hope he or she doesn't keep it xoz it's well, smelly... Hahaha... N wet also coz it rained dis evenin n I was caught in it...

I'm like bloggin now to stay awake in case I ended up slppin all e way to pasir ris n I hatta walk back... Luckily, it's still a walkable dist hm but still, I'd rather not... Haha...

Anyway, talking abt e movie, it was awesome... If u watched a lot of movies before, u would find a lot of e actors n actresses very familiar... If u're like myself, watch movies n tv series here n dere, den u'll find dem familiar too, but u juz dunno which film they starred in... Hahaha...

Anyway, e whole movie is so heartwarming n it touches one's heart... Especially when the vice chairman made her speech... Though it seemed a little rush but I guess tt wat happens behind the scenes... Anyway, comedy is definitely dere... It was a funny movie... Hahaha...

Jux thinkin of it made mi smile while bloggin... Wishin tt my new year will b tt great too... Thinkin of new year n all e holiday celebrations, I kept thinkin back on BigA... Seriously spoiling my mood...

How I wish I could juz quickly end dis BigA business n get on with e life I really wanna lead... A civilian life... Honestly, complainin is all I can do n did abt my life... Well, it's the only way to destress... Seriously... For mi tt is...

I learnt to b more tolerant but I grow more n more impatient... M I makin sense??? I think i m... I used to blog abt aunties but now I dun... Mayb becoz dere is a greater irritant, the BigA... Hahaha... Actually, none of my army frens noe I hav a blog hor... Mayb I shld post e link on facebook...

Hmm... Pros n cons I guess... I'll consider it especially if I wan my frens to read my blog for e new year's post as well as my birthday post for new year... I'm all xcited abt my personal events n so not lookin forward to the events planned by e BigA...

Jux wanna scrap away theirs n focus on my own, my birthday, my races, my fitness, my marathons, all e trainings... Haix... N my list goes on n on... They can never b satisfied as long as I'm in dis damn organisation... Oh well, tt's wat all e boys in sg has to face...

But seriously, I wanna hav a great 2012... Wait, correction, I wanna hav a awesome n safe 2012... Safe becox I might do all sorts of crazy stuff during my breaks... Haha...

I've yet to go USS but I noe it will happen some day... I juz hope it will b soon coz e ticket entry barcode is like fadin away... Haha... Mayb must print again... If not it will b a waste of A LOT OF MONEY...

Well, it's late n I guess no one will read dis post UNLESS I mentioned on facebook tt I've started bloggin again... Haha...

Well, again, thks for readin... I'm gonna walk hm now but from tamp mrt which is definitely safer to walk den from pasir ris... Haha...

My current prob is a terrible prob...

Yoyoyo, I'm now wearin pixilised green uniform learnin drivin... Haha... Dunno la, drivin to mi is like tt lor... Haha... I used to wanna drive... But e instructors here killed my interest... Well, I noe e dangers n stuff but well, reaction slow... Sometimes too fast for my other part of my body to react... Haha...

I guess I dunno wat it takes to drive bah... Haix... It's e feelin of always wantin e weekends to come... Anyway, since I'm a bit free rite now, I'll post abt my events for next year...

Well, my drivin course (mili) is gonna end on 4 Jan 2012... Den I got another course to attend tt ends somewhere in feb, on 27 feb?? Hmm... Nidda wait for e time sheet for tt course to come out... Den I'm e only 1 among my sgts... Damn it... Y mi... Den like tt, I'll miss a few trainings here n dere n I may not make it for e international race in feb COZ I'M WEAK... Haiz...

Y y y y y....??? Sigh*

Den my birthday is durin tt course also... I hope dun nid to go overseas... I heard dere is a 3 week to thailand for tt course... I DUN WAN!!!! Den I'll miss more trainings den I cannot go for another race again in march... S***tttttt!!!! *sigh...

Den next, gotta go taiwan for stupid atec... 6weeks of hell somemore... HAIZzzzzz... Again miss trainings, cannot run, cannot row, cannot gym, only carry heavy weights walk walk walk, run run run... Drain all my muscles away, drain all my mental away, come back to singapore like a damn weak person n hav to start building up again den how?? Running lousy, rowin lousy... Haix...

Den cannot make it into e team for races, even if go CCWC w/ PLK, I ordy so weak, cannot contribute to e team... Haix...

Y y y y y y???!!!! Tt's y my beginning of 2012 is RUINED...

Brynner smsed mi to dun emo la, but how to not emo... Haix... My world is turnin inside out coz of BigA... Haix... I jux wanna live e life like it was before being force to join dis f***ed up organisation... Never liked it before, n will never like it ever...

Shld hav heeded my other fren's advice, be a trooper, no rank, juz relax, everythin try to skip n my life quite relaxin... Only thing is no benefits la... But honestly, now tt I'm got rank, I guess I dun wanna b a trooper... I guess I'll b complainin more if I'm a trooper coz cannot do anythin other den follow orders...

I'm facin some cash probs too... N I'm facin some feelin prob... I guess sortin dese feelings is easy, but havin to hav dem in e 1st place is f***ed up... I jux wanna b normal...

Well, thks for readin... Hehe... Smiles...

Many times TGIF much...

Yoyoyo, dis week seems like it passed rather fast... Seems like... Haha... I now noe how it feels to drive on e road man... Whew, luckily I dun really intend to drive yet... Haha... If I do drive, I might jux cause e increase in car accidents in 2012... Haha...

Most of my army frens intend to take civi license after dis course... But seriously, is it necessary?? Hmm... One of e instructors here said it's no harm gettin e license coz u'll never noe when u'll nid it... I guess it's true... I agreed to wat he said but well, I'll decide when I got more free time... Currently, I've got my hands full ordy... Haha...

Anyway, ltr going gym w/ maung... Come to think of it, I expect him to take MC 2day since he went high yesterday... Haha... Anyway, I'll jux meet him @ e gym den... Or, tt reminds mi, I must ask where to meet him coz I dunno where e gym is... Haha...

But wat I'm MORE lookin forward to is the movie I'm watchin ltr w/ my poly frens... I'm gonna watch "New year's eve"... Haha... Seems like a nice movie... Didn't really check e ratings online coz well, different ppl hav different views... I jux wanna watch it for myself... Haha...

Anyway, I'm lookin @ next year's schedule... My goodness, soooo not lookin forward to it... Haha... I'll explain it next time... Haha... But now I'm gonna b so busy w/ e holidays... I jux wannna relax IF POSSIBLE... Haha...

Oh well, life doesn't go e way u wan it to b... I'll treasure wat I hav n wat I can... Porn n com both gone, I guess exercisin is wat I can do durin my free time... N well, tt's wat I've been doin... Actually ignoring all tt r more impt... Haha... Like I'm suppose to go buy my clarins stuff, collect bedsheet for my mom n top up my ezlink card... But I did none last nite...

I jux stayed @ hm n lift weights... Haha... I was also suppose to go c n if possible, buy heavier weights but no, I didn't... Haha... Well, I guess I'm juz lazy to leave e hse last nite...

Well, thks for readin... Haha... Better rest ur eyes... Hehe...