Headin back to camp...

Yoyoyo... It was a disappointing weekend but nonetheless, it was erm, well-spent... Havin to gather for dinner was fruitful enough... Every1 was tired but I guess I felt more... Haha...

Anyway, I didn't go training dis morning for 1 simple reason... To get my ds... But I guess I didn't gather enough info n made a wrong choice... I couldn't use e vouchers at TM coz I had to pay by cash only... I shld hav buy e ds yesterday, ignoring e additional $20... I could hav gotten my ds yesterday den it wouldn't had spoilt my mood yesterday... Oh well...

I den decided to leave she earlier to buy my ds at lot1... Dis time, I'll let my shoppin instinct take over... Rmb in e past, how I always buy my stuff without consideration nor hestitation??? Hahaha... Dose times were e best... I guess army really changes ppl, at least a little bit for mi...

How shld I put it, I became a little more mature in thinkin... Not old ar, I'm not sayin I'm thinkin like old ppl... But e thought before I buy e game was like "will I play dis next time?? Will it b a waste of money?? Shld I save up e money for uni???"

Thoughts of a mature adult huh... Hahaha... But I bought e game anyway for 2 reasons... A promise with a best fren to play with him n the boredom of travellin thru n fro camp... So I'm juz gonna buy it anyway... I wouldn't play it during camp but I can play it durin travellin...

I'm gonna take a step at a time in plannin my future... At most I'm gonna work n study part time like wat e girls r doin now... But I hope I dun end up like tt... I rather lead a normal uni life... I pray tt I can enter NTU... Chances doesn't seem great but it's a gamble I'm willin to take... It's better den not tryin at all... Agree not??

I'm juz gonna rest my eyes for a while since I'm on e bus...

Thks for reading... Stay tuned for more updates orh!!

Mixed feelings...

Now, I cannot really tell wat I'm feelin... Disappointed, sad, delighted, happy??? I really dunno... I thought tt 2day started out gd... U noe, I booked out after completin my COS duty thinkin tt I can buy n play pokemon tml... But well, I got my hopes up too high... Guess tt's y I'm feelin such strong disappointment 2day...

I guess it's not meant to b... Mayb dis comin week will b very hectic for mi to play games... Or mayb somethin will happen if I bring my ds in dis week??? I'm thinkin abt all dis to convince myself tt dere is a reason y I couldn't buy my console 2day... Everythin happens for reason, not???

Den it was meetin up with the cls ppl... They all seemed dead so well, it's okiz... Den maki wanna go to dis tea party place at somewhere near 6 avenue... Far from hm, yes I noe... Tt's y I had to leave earlier...

Well, we cannot always satisfy every1... N dis outin is definitely not for mi... Ppl screamin @ e top of their vocals... Makin a racket in a public area, n with e dim lighting, n e slow presentation of the meal... Totally like a turn off...

I like peace n quiet nowadays coz sucky army is ordy noisy n irritating... Bein at tt place with ppl like thad n cherie screamin as though they r at hmn I think it's so not e thing for mi... I noe they had always been like tt but 2day, they really hit my limit to how much noise pollution I can tolerate...

Dere's no nid to apologise, I dun nid apologies from any1 coz it's not ur fault... It's actually very much my problem... I guess I was juz actin childish... Instead, I shld b apologisin to eveey1 if I was a spoiler...

Nonetheless, I hope they had fun... It was great havin to gather together but too bad it was short lived...

Hey hey, I'm dead...

Oh my goodness... I'm gonna die... How sia... My army life sux... F¤¤¤ my life... I wan a simple army life!!!! Y??!!! Y is my life so saddening...

Anyways, ltr still got some stupid cohesion night... I wish I can skip tt man... Haiz...

My goodness, how long has it been???

Yoyoyo... My title says it all man... How long has it been since I last blogged??? Hahaha... Dis dusty blog page needs some major updates man... Haha...

Well, I've been posted to a camp very very far from Hm... It made me leave Hm very early... Wats more, I have to sit a bus to the north west part of Singapore n take a train again... Haix... I guess most of my time is used for traveling...

I'm now rushin back Hm to pack my stuff to head back for camp... I guess army is really e troublesome thing to me... Well, the most troublesome thing in my life...

In the past it was e exams n now it's NS... y must all troublesome things b compulsory???!!!! Or shld I say, almost all compulsory stuff are troublesome... Haha... Take eg NS n exams... If defecation can b troublesome when u cannot find e toilet or toilet rolls... Haha...

Honestly, I still dun like NS coz it drastically affects my lifestyle no matter wat way I look at it... Oh well, I guess by joinin safsa, I hope I can take a few days off my time stayin in camp... Rite??? Hehe...

My iPhone is like my life n now I cannot use it in camp... So I got myself a blackberry... All thks to my mom... Love her always... Seriously... I'm still thinking on how to pay her back...

Mom says she wanna take up a line usin starhub but she couldn't coz of mio... N it will b another 2yrs more before she can consider tt thought again becoz I used her line to get e blackberry... 

Moms are almost always the best... 

My goodness, looking at e dark clouds hanging in e sky... Will it rain 2day, 2nite??? Or will it pour tml??? Seriously n honestly, I hope, pray, wish tt it would rain tml... Den physical activities for e day will b over... Oh wait, that may not happen if u got a crazy Officer in command (OC)... Haix...

Tml also cannot slp well coz got tt tekan session before gettin our beray... Oh well... Wish mi e best la...

Happy Chinese New Year!!!

It's Chinese New Year... Gong Xi Fa Cai!!!! I really enjoyed dis yr's Chinese new year coz I got myself a lot of new clothes... Hehe... Clothes tt I dun normally wear unless dere's an occasion... Haha... Even though my second set of clothes really look gay but well, it motivates mi to go slim down n lose more body fats... Hahaha... Coz it's tight fitting...

Anyway, dis yr lesser hong baos coz dere were 2 deceased... But well, tts life ya... We still had our normal gatherings n well, still seldom talk to my cousins, even though they r e talkative type... Could have interacted more la... Haha...

Currently, sitting at bedok reservoir enjoying e breeze rite now... I'm feelin very calm n at peace... Looking at people running, people doin taiji, families jogging... Feels gd... Feels like e start of something new...

Anyway, gonna go for Db training den ltr got Lou hei with my Db peeps... Hehe... N tt's my 4th Lou hei... Hehehe... Coz I told chin I wanna Lou hei 4 times... Haha...

Dis yr, rather fruitful la... I didn't get to Lou hei with e rest last yr so I'm glad I can make it dis yr...

One more day to Chinese New Year Eve!!!

Yoyoyo... It's gonna be Chinese New Year (CNY) Eve... SO xcited... Get to wear my new clothes and walk in fashion... whahahaha... Better den everyday wearing green n green n more green... Too bad my luckily colour is not green if not i'm really lucky everyday huh... hahaha...

Anyway, i got silver for my IPPT (physical test)... SO ya, rather happy n rather sad coz ar, I nidda retake for the next test coz my encik (senior officer) wans mi to get a gold... Of coz i wanna get tt gold also... I got it BEFORE after all... But i guess i nidda go for more training...

Anyway, i still got a long long way before i can book out... Now its only wat, gonna be 4pm??? I still got 14hours to spend... Oh my... My youth is wasting man... sob sob... Now slacking away in the room waiting... Just waiting for time to pass quickly...

Anyway, its gonna be CNY so i wouldnt wanna damp my own mood now would I... haha... It's better den dose tt kenna duty tml... I will lead the life the way it is...