Tired

To mi, it's hard to believe that i, again and again kept believin others... Doshite... Ha, i shld hav thought of it earlier.. Y didnt I??? Hu would wanna do "somethin" again, on their free will, the next day after doin that "somethin" which is tirin n long duration on the previous day... Wat i mean is, no one forcin n not compulsory either to do tt "somethin"... Hu would wan to??? I shld hav thought of it earlier den i wouldnt hav to suffer now in the mornin, studyin... N also waitin for time to pass...

Cannot blame others?? Yea... Only blame myself for bein gullible i guess...

Well, lookin on the bright side, at least i'm studyin... But wait... I dun think tt's the case rite now isn't... I'm bloggin... Oh well, i did mention tt i'm waitin for time to pass didnt i...

Yup, waitin... Lookin at e second hand tickin away... Lookin at e mins hand slowin movin... My sis is rite... My life IS rather borin... Now tt i'm thinkin abt it...

Problems unsolve n may never will b... I'm tired... Only mentally...

My POLY50's destiny... (bitchy) EQUALS TO LIKE ZERO!!!!!

Yoyoyo... I had a long day on mon so no time to blog... It's not as if i had a short day 2dae either... It's juz tt i wanna blog somethin funny, to mi, tt i think i wanna rmb...

First, i wanna congrates myself for goin dis far in wantin to run w/ my frens durin POLY50 trainin... But den u will b askin, how far is my "dis far"??? LoL... Oh, i tell u eweethin ya...

I left my stuff in the clubhse n went to help out in cchess polite as a helper... I didnt noe dis time it will take up more time... So while i was helpin, i saw all the runners gathered together at the stairs... Briefin i guess... Den i thought to myself: "(very relax) oh, they startin ordy... (blood rushin) OH WAIT!!! THEY R STARTIN ORDY????!!!! DEN WAT ABT MI???!!!!" Hahaha...

But bo bian... I must help out 1st before i can go run... Den after i finish helpin out, i went to the clubhse, knowin tt it will comfirm b locked coz every1 went to run ma... But i juz wanna take the chance la... So as xpected, it was empty n locked... So judgin by my conversation w/ chin how before, he said the trainin was at the fountain arnd behind admin block... So i went dere lor...

So every1 was dere la... Den from far i saw aini on the chair liao... Guess wat, she sprained her ankle... Wat luck ya... N i thought i was the 1 hus havin all the bad luck in runnin... Den i went arnd to say hi n went back to sit on the road n watch n waited for time to pass... Thinkin to myself at the same time: "Oh well, at least i can c dem run 1st to noe how it's like..." After watchin, i noe i CONFIRM NOT GONNA RUN W/ DEM LIAO!!!! It was bad man... Real bad... Every1 runnin like dere's somethin, like their worst nitemares' huntin dem n chasin dem from behind... Haha... They were all runnin like dere's no tml man... I looked at almost every1 hu ran... Oh my, even jian wei, shaoyong they all, dose hu stamina gd gd de rite, all like wanna die liao leh... U imagine if i run la...

Not only may go into coma, faint or vomit... I think can even die ar... Haha... It was tt bad la... Oh, xavier n elfa also kanna injuries... All on the legs... I think xavier de more servere leh... Somemore he got 2 mathches tml... I hope he can make it... Nah, he will make it... I wish him all the best...

So late liao... Better end... SO in the end, i was only dis close yet still so far... Haha... Last week also another case... I wanna run w/ dem liao, bring shoes n wateva... Den they say CANCELLED!!! Haha... So sad again... I'm startin to think tt i'm not suppose to run if not somethin bad will like happen... Hahaha...

Alrite, gd nites n take care n cya tml...

Takin a break... Even when it's the wrong time...

Yoyoyo... How's every1 so far...??? Still copin properly w/ the stress ma??? Next few weeks are filled w/ test, test n more test... Worst to come is the exams lor... But i only got 3 exams to sit for leh... Dunno to feel happy or feel sad lor... Happy coz only got 3 subjects to study... But sad becoz the tests tt r comin r very impt as they hav high % weightage in the overall results... Haiz... So now i'm tryin my very best to cope w/ the exams ba... Wish mi luck ya... I hope everythin will work out well... So far for my mid-sem test, I failed 2 subjects... I hope i can pass e tests to come for tt 2 subjects so pass the overall ba...

Btw, i mentioned i took a break 2day rite??? Yup, i went to Party World to K... Haha... Sang for like abt 4++ hrs??? Cannot rmb wat time i started... Haha...Dis is my cousin... The same cousin lor... Haha... I didnt noe i so dark lor... I mean compare w/ my sis... Oh my... I feel so sad lookin at dis pic... Y??? Coz cannot c my muscles on my arm leh... Doshite???Dis pic i so ugly...!!!! OMG...!!!! My mouth so big...!!!! Can c my gums ordy...!!! N my eyes also!!! OMG la...!!! So like... omg la...!!! Must go plastic surgery liao... I dun care...Oh my.... Another ugly pic... My sis is out to ruin my image n reputation...!!!!Dis was wat they served as... Fruits, crackers n coke... Oh, n the tissue cost $1 each... So xpensive lor...A decent pic now... Haha...Cannot c muscles nvm... As long as dun c fats bulgin out den ok liao... But of coz can c muscles better la...Peace to all my fans!!! Haha... Cannot c i fat hor... But i fat la... Haha... Must work hard to slim down... I must fulfil my wish... Dun tell u my wish yet... I fulfil liao den tell u.... I've been makin tt wish everytime i can make wishes... Haha... Ok den... Gd nites every1 n rest well n take care...

Forever frenz!!!!

Dis is jojo... N mi of coz...Dis is thaddy n Mojo... Haha... I'm so happy to c dem again...Dis pic was like ages ago la... C, my hair still got colour leh...Haha... Sure brings back memories... Haha...Look at chin how... Haha... So cute...Dis is our most recent pic... Looked how much every1 changed...

I dun think i changed much on facial part...

But i definitely can say i've changed physically OK!!!

Not as fat as last time liao... Look at Mojo also...

She's prettier n tan, which makes her look more healthy la hor...

N we hav jojo... As pale as ever i shld say... Haha...

Thaddy also like mi... But slimmed down more den mi tt is...

N lastly chin how... Haha...

Can c how much he's changed by lookin at the pics...Frens stick with each other...

Close frens stay forever and ever...

Best frens say assholes wateva...

But y best frens scold each other???

Becoz they noe n understand hu-eva they r gonna b with,

together, forever and ever with each other n wateva... Haha...

Happy Advanced B'day Maki-kun... I'll wish u again on ur actual b'day...

I hope u like ur present ya... It took mi ages to find it...Dis were the pics i took when every1 standin at the stairs...

It was becoz of my selffishness tt every1 had to stand n day dream...

Coz i was waitin for my GEMS to start so i asked every1 to pei mi...

Thks every1 for waitin w/ mi ya... Very much appreciated...But every1 enjoyed the breeze ya??? Haha...I was thinkin of somethin so i didnt noe y chin was laughin...

Must ask xiping n jee... I assume they noe la hor...Dese were the ppl hu accompanied mi... Thks so much...

Thks forever... (Itsumo Arigato...)

To my frens:

rmb the gd times n forget the bad,

rmb when we were happy n not when we were sad,

I know it is not easy to do n change overnite,

However, healin takes time n i sincerely wish we can change,

for the fact we r still frens...

Happy day... Shalalala...

Yoyoyo... ~Happy, shalalala...~ Its so nice to b happy, shalalala... Everybody shld be happy...~ Shalalala...~

Haha... I'm so happy... Dis is like 1 of dose times when i find bloggin a xcitement n a joyous thing to do... Yup yup... Haha... It sure is... Oh, chin how updated his blog liao... Go check it out ya... Haha... I read his blog i rather happy also... U all noe y?? Haha... Coz got my name... Haha... He mentioned my name... Haha... I feel happy if u all mention my name in ur blogs... But of coz for gd stuff la... Bad stuff u DARE MENTINON MY NAME!!! I TELL U...!!! I'LL KILL U ar... Haha... No la... Not tt bad la... Haha...

Go c chin how's blog orh... I tell u, Chin how dun look like chin how in 1 of the pic, which is his chingay pic... My sis say he look very handsome in tt pic... U happy ma chin??? Haha... I think so too!!! U look so different compared to the pic tt we took last time... OH, N I DUN LOOK THE SAME OK!!!! I LOOK BETTER NOW!!!! HOW DARE U INSULT MI LIKE TT!!!! LoL... N i agree tt mojo is so much fitter now... Haha... Very slim... Thaddy also... But jojo e same... Haha... Or shld i say FATTER??? Haha...

Oh... i wanna share some pics i took 2day, but in another post la... 2dae, we celebrated Maki-Kun's b'day... But his birthday is like next week la... Haha... Coz next week will b rather busy so we majority think tt we shld celebrate dis week so as to spend more time studyin next week... I spent abt an hr to lookin for marcus present... It was like so difficult to find n so tirin also coz hav to keep bendin up n down to look for sasuke's stuff... TOO LIMITED ORDY... I thought of juz buyin Gaara so tt it will remind u of mi... Haha... But i dun think u will do anythin w/ it la... So i juz tried my best to look for sasuke's stuff... But it was worth the search la... I'm so glad he liked it... But den he lost his bracelet leh... I feel so bad also... Chin how said new things come, old things must go... Hidden meanin??? Or is it obvious meanin??? I dunno... Haiz...

Tt's y... Fate is always like tt... U dunno wat fate has organised for u... U could gain somethin n yet lose somethin after tt... Macus seemed so sad... Well, he is la... But i guess i cannot do much la... All i can say is "I noe wat i can buy u next b'day liao..." Haha...

Take care every1 n gd nitez...

Yoyo... We went Fish & Co. to celebrate Marcus's b'day...

Dis is the ceasar salad w/ smoked salmon tt i ate w/ new york fish n chips...Dis is wat chin how ate... Oh, i tell u all...

I was messed up 2dae sia... I cancelled chin how's order by accident...

I didnt noe "they dun hav salmon" is referrin to chin how's salmon grill...

So he ate sweet n sour fish... Didnt ask him whether nice or not...

He also ate Fried calamari... But he say not nice... Very oily...Dis is wat marcus ate... $20 lor... But very fillin...Macus was asked to stand on the chair...

All of us sang a birthday song for him...

N Fish & Co. members sang him a rap... Fish n Co style... Haha...

Oh, marcus was holdin a small sparkle thingy...

U noe, dose tt children play on CNY tt can give small fireworks...???

Nvm if u still dunno... Not impt la...Oh, dis is the cake we bought for him... ITS LIKE AWESOME!!!!

OMG... U shld really try dis... Its like to DIE for man... OMG...

I shld ask where cherie bought it from again...

Den next time can buy to eat when emo-in... For sure can lift up spirits de...Oh, dis is the funnist thing tt happened 2day...

ARM WRESTLIN!!!! ARH!!!! (sound like man)

N on the left, we hav the man: SHEEERRRRRRMIIINNNN!!!!!

N on the right, we hav: LLLLLDDDDDYYYIIIIAAAA!!!!!

LoL... Let the match BEGIN!!!!!After a few SECONDS... Lydia was humilated...

Palms down, hands down n head down... Haha...

Look how chin how laughed... Haha...Once again, hu's blog is dis??? DUH, its mine...

Of coz must hav my pic... Can c my double eye lids???Chin how... Haha... In case u all dunno hu is he la hor...~Hu m i???~~Xu Lao Shi!!!~ Haha...

(我是谁?? 徐老師!!!)Like so perverted rite??? Haha...

Ok every1... Take care n gd nite...

My childhood...

Lydia n gaya wanted to noe how i looked like when i was young...

So here r the pics when i was young...Dis pic was taken when i was in Japan...

When i was pri 3...My cousins, my sis n i...

The boy on the xtreme left is tt cousin in my previous post...Combawa!!!Young Master-B on broomstick... Haha...Dis was taken in China... Or was it Shanghai???

Cannot rmb... Haha... Also when i was in pri 3...C, i'm from ROYALTY OKIZ...!!!Dis was taken when i'm in SunWay Lagoon...

I cannot rmb my age den...Dis was my 1st pri sch trip to Little India...Kawai desu nei???!!!!Last time i quite fat hor... Ok la, not quite...

I was fat ok!!! Happy???!!!!!OMG...!!!! My pants so high... Obstruction man...

Haha... I last time also so fair...Dose 2 were my closest frens... Until somethin happened...

I qurrelled w/ e fren on e right n i lost him as a fren...Dis sure brings back memories... They always called mi boss...

Haha... Dis was taken at Fort Cannin...Dis in my KinderGarden class pic... Can spot mi???

Can spot my sis also??? Haha... Very obvious de...

Judge by lookin at e hairstyle...Dis is pri sch... Compare my height n my sis's height back den...

She always call mi shorty n fatty...Dis pic was taken when i was in pri 4... Look how tall i've grown...

Haha... Tallest in class ya... Wat can i say...

I'm gd, i'm gd~ Oh yea, oh yea~ Haha...Dis pic was taken when i was in sec 1... Still quite fat den... Haha...

Until i joined NPCC n did some stravin durin recess... Haha...Dis pic was when i was in sec 2... Can c e class wat...

2E4 ma... Haha... Can spot mi ma??? Wat r dose thingys we're carryin???

Dose were our projects... Flour babies... Heard of e bk??? Haha...Dis is when i was in sec 3... Obviously owned my some of my taller frens...

Crap... The 3 in the middle last row... They were called the 3 towers...

Xtreme tall la... The 4th tallest also cannot compete ar...

Which is like mi... Haha...Dis is sec 4 lor... Owned by more ppl...

After tt, gabby n some others shot up...

Grew like trees... So fast... Kanna owned...

Become the dunno wat tallest in class liao...

By den, i gave up... I knew i couldnt grow much ordy...

So, enjoyed n had a gd laugh so far...??? Haha... Lookin through all the pics sure brings back a lot of memories... Obviously dere's more la... But i cannt possible scan n upload everythin wat... A total waste of time n energy... Dun u agree??? Next time when my dog's gone... I'll invite u all to come my hse ba... Haha... But i think den, we would havbeen playin n playin... Haha...

Ok la... Tml got sch but start late, tts y i can stay up until now... Its like 11.35??? Haha... Still early for some of u huh... Haha... But i wanna die liao... So gd nites n take care n study hard orh...