It's Sunday, like again...

Yoyoyo, it's sunday again... Juz finish training... Forgot tt i got lunch appt w/ è king of è road peeps... Haha... But my trainin ended after they finished their lunch...

So i'm juz gonna go hm to do abs workout den bathe den do my studies... N i forgot, i still havta bring è stupid dog down to walk... Wat è shit man... Keepin tt dog @ hm is not è best thing to do...

I rmb i closed è door w/ it outside, wonder how he got in... Unless mu dad went toilet halfway thru è nite or my aunt let him in... Nxt time i shld juz lock è bloody door coz i mean business when i want tt dog out of è rm...

Well, @ least tt stupid dog doesnt bother me when i'm @ è table anymore... So i'm glad... Hehe... Den nxt is juz to shut him up when i'm aslp... My pract test on mon... Better rmb to buy calculator n read thru my practs ltr... Definitely must noe how to draw restriction mappin...

Reached tampines... Thks for readdin.., hav a great day ppl...

为什么那么(y so) fat...

Haha... Hihi, i dunno how to write fat in Chinese... Haha... But no prob, i'm used to writin eng anyways... Now lyin on bed liao... Gettin rdy to slp...

Tmr mornin goin gym... Den it everythin goes as planned, i shld b goin ikea for lunch w/ my mom den head back to tampines n rest... Dependin on è time... Mayb i'll go jog or somethin...

Speakin of joggin, 2day was è nike run... Most of my frens ran 10km... Some happy w/ their timings, some maintained, some r juz glad they survived... Haha... Oh come on, how difficult is it to run 10km... Initially i thought king of è road was 16.8km tt's y i didnt go... Now den i found out dere's 10km... But well, i cannot run anyways coz got safsa trainin...

I agree both r mental n physical torture but well, runnin can do anytime... Rowin on sat n sun so i rather go rowin...

Anyway, as è title goes, i seriously nidda slim down... Still cannot get rid of my tummy fats... Y la, y u so stubborn la tummy fats... Haha...

Anyway, i shall visit è toilet before i go to bed... Thks for readin... Bryan signnin off... Nites peeps...

Short fuse, volcanic temper...

Well well, had an xtreme bad day yesterday... Felt like killin some1 but well, i've calmed down...

Yesterday was juz a series of misfortune... I dun wanna recall it anymore... Wats impt is lookin forward yea... Hope no such disasters happen 2day... Goin for trainin now... I guess it's a way to get out of è hse...

Yesterday, met my fren @ orchard... Had dinner @ fish&co... While walkib, chatted w/ my fren n calmed down a lot... Haha... Thks to him... Den well, i send him to è busstop den i went hm...

Trainings starts @ norm 9am but they ask us to report by 0845... Haha... Well, dose tt r punctual will b punctual... Dose tt r late will juz b earlier (but still late) as compared to if they plan to come @ 9am...

Oh oh, i juz had mt mid-sem test yesterday... It was MCQ but dere were 5options to choose from... Well, if u noe ur stuff den dose other 4 wrong answers will not bother u... It's when u dun noe ur stuff den it kinds of irritate u... Haha...

Well, reach kallang, now walkin to è beach area... Jux pray tt nth bad happens...

How life will go for me...

Okiz, so è topic is it's how life will go for me... Well, my life has been screwed up n down, literally n practically... But well, it's somethings in life tt i cant control n well, also somethins tt i didnt control tt lead me to dis disasterrific life... But well, no regrets tt would cost me my life yea... Haha...

Now on è train to gym @ redhill den head down tp tiong bahru for dinner n practical lessons... Yes, i'm not workin so talk abt è time i have everyday... Some days well-spent, some jux plain dreaming n slackin... My dad asked me to go get a job while my mom asked me to go get a license... Oh come on, no money to pay for my sems to study liao still ask me to go get license... Scared i'll end up drivin taxi is it??

Not tt being taxi driver is a bad thin, it's jux tt, come on, i hav a degree here... Well, not exactly now, but in è future rite?? Haha...

Anyway, it's fun t blog, i can train my typib skills on è iphone... Still cannot get used to it yea... Mayb it's not my skills tt r lousy, mayb my fingers r big... Haha... Oh well...

Dese few days always gonna rain, must bring umbrella out orh... Haha... Tried cookin my own lunch juz now.. Failed!! Haha... Initially it was a nice creamy puddin... But i left it on è stove for too long, it started to char... Den è base got burnt n è whole puddin tasted like soot even though è puddin wasnt black... I ate a bit den threw è rest away cox it's not really healthy eatin all tt carcinogenic substance...

Now waitin for è job application to start... When i get into tt job, my goodness, i must b so brave to actually survive in tt field... Haha... Coz got dead ppl ma... It's not like dose u watch on tv n stuff... Haiz... Dere's è smell n grossly stuff... Haha... Oh man, i juz hope my sensitive nose dun get damaged... Haha...

Now @ kallang, reminds me of my db.., well, i'm considered doin still okiz in safsa BAH... Haha... N well, for plk side, i guess i'll go back once i'm done w/ SRR2012... Afterall, i cant join plk for training on sat cox of my timetable in PSB... So only sundays... But sundays, might as well go for safsa's traini rite, since i'm training w/ dem on every sat mornings... Haha... Sadded...

N i cant go penang w/ plk coz i got sch.... Oh well... Not only tt, edwin went ntu, siew not goin trainin YET, only got merv n mingfang dere... N well, dere's oz n è rest... Anyway, got some newcomers in è team... I guess i'll go back to get back up in è chart... Cannot let baoren or oz stay up dere for too long huh... Haha... Oz is pretty strong... Well, i hav to catch up n take him down huh... Haha...

Anyway, poly50 2012 is comin up soon... Damn close to my exams but well, i cant spend 24hrs studyin rite... Exercise once in a while can help improve blood circulation to è brain rite... Haha... Not only tt, SRR is also close to my exams... Better treasure è time i hav, NOT workin, to study... Haha...

Now in è tunnel so i dunno if my post cab b posted smoothly or not but well, i'm gonna try... Thks for reading...

Nxt part of my life: degree y'all... Haha...

Hihi... Dis is è nxt phase of life: gettin a degree... Well, sad to say, i cant get into ntu or nus for sciency but well, i got into psb n most of my frens r dere so it's like poly all over, except we r now in diff class...

Byw, decided to blog cox i got iphpne 5 so it's way easier to blog den tt stuid blackberry... Not sayin tt it's bad but well, è iphone is better...

Ord on 7th sept, soon to b 1 mth antniversay... Started my part time degree but no job yet... Hehe... Still slackin arnd, enjoyin life i guess... Too bad i'm not takin a full time degree... Currently i'm on è train to training... Safsa trainin tt is... Plk's trainin is in è afternoon which, unfortunately, i'm not able to go coz got class in è afternoon... Well, practical to b exact, so cannot skip... But well, hu ever said i wanna play taunt rite?? Haha...

So well, dese few days it's juz been training n studyin, n studyin n training... Nth much, oh, plus training for poly50 2012... Hehe... As alumni dis yr, we r gonna get 2nd... Y 2nd?? Coz dere's track&field so naturally they will get 1st... Haha... Well, we noe pur limits...

Btw, army now allows camera phones yea?? Nod nod* Haha... So well, i got a few frens hu juz posted on facebook tt they finished their 24km route march n r waitin for pop @ è platform... Haha... Some even got è time n str to take pics... Haha... Well, i rmb clearly tt i didnt had tt luxury to bring a camera phone or even got tt time to take a break man... Well, dose were è times...

I'm reachin kallang soon... Well, lovin my new phone... Whahaha... Talkin abt catchin up to technology n society huh... Some of my frens said i'm quieter n more behaved now... Well, wat è f*** does tt mean!!!! Haha... Yea, they added, more verbally violet too... Hehe... Well, i'm a man now... Haha..

No la, still a boy... Oh, reached liao... Thks for reading...

I'll b back...

Hihi, another long wait for dis next post huh... Haha... Well, I'm back for now... Ever since I used blackberry, I seldom blog, reason becoz I dun hav e app to blog unlike when I had my iphone... So yea...So many stuff happened since my previous post.. After Brunei was taiwan... Den it was stand by... But now, soon I'm gonna ORD... I wouldn't say time passes very fast coz it didn't... Haha... But I must say tt I'm damn happy it's all gonna b over... I'm not gonna march for my ORD parade coz I dun c wats the pt in doin it... But I'm sure gonna attend my ORD function... Guess whr is it... It's @ powerhouse... Woohoo... No alcholic drink too!! Woohoo... Gd heavens... If not it's gonna b chaotic...Well, somewhr in july, I rowed with safsa in ccwc2012... Xciting to get to noe so many stronger rowers... Made me feel like I'm juz another small fish in e pond... Haha... No wait, no pond, river... So well, I'm gonna come back stronger... Well, seems impossible too but I'm trying hard...Well, @ least in PLK I'm still able to catch ip with dose strong rowers like leslie, joerg, etc, :p... No la, not tt strong, especially ppl like Jon, Jovian... Haha... I'll catch up someday...But in plk, it's the least of my worries... Oh well, safsa rowers r the ones I must beat... Hahaha... So, dun wish me luck, wish me stregth n get stronger... Haha...

Bored...

Yoyoyoz... So long didnt blog liao... Even blogger also upgrade liao... Whahaha... Now must get used to the new webby... haha... Anyways, got a lot things to do in my "chalet"... N dere i thought we r able to rest n relax ordy... Man, it seems like we r now more den juz BigA personnels...

The Orge in my Company say dere will b a lot of breaks n offs to come but den i was thinkin, how is it possible??? We got tt open hse in May den we got to b on stand-by during the July August period, den sept we ordy... So how is it possible??? whahaha... Dese ppl always like to cheat our feelings...

So yea, we r left with 4 more mths!!!! It's May liao... haha... So glad dis BigA's life time is gonna b over... Oh, den i still hav my stupid course in June... Man, my problems nv seem to end huh... Oh boy, juz wanna relax... Listening to music now, so relaxing... whahaha...
I'm now playin Final Fantasy Type-0... It's in Jap but well, i get the gist of it... hahaha... I juz wanna play for the experience... N it's difficult when u dun understand or dunno wat the mission is abt, n u juz guess... haha... It gets frustratin when u hav to keep repeatin the mission but i can only get better coz i noe wats gonna happen n i can plan with characters to use...

I'm also tryin to complete my dissidia... I still cannot get everyone's exclusive weapons becoz of the raw materials needed... Frustratin once again but it's juz a game... haha... I enjoy the fights anyways... I wanna vs my fren, Eugene... He said he got a lot of new stuff so i'm also interested in wat he's got... Whahaha... But tt has to wait la...

Anyway, DBS regetta is coming... It's dis weekend actually... Great!!! So i'll go down with some frens to cheer on dese tt r rowin... It will b an intense battle... haha... War in another form... haha... Well, it a war i rather hav den the ones with bombs n deaths...

I'm back from Taiwan!!!!

Yoyoyo... So happy to b back in singapore... The only regret I had was tt I didn't get to go to the 3story high stand alone PlayBoy store... Haiz... But oh well, all well ends well... So bravo!!!

So it's juz a few months left to ORD lo!!! Great great great!!! Anyway, it's gonna be xcitin mth... Full of trg, full of sweat n well, waitin to c wat my trg will result in...

Dis mornin had trg w/ safsa @ kallang, den went to bedok for trg w/ PLK... Almost died... Ppl say pain is weakness leavin e body... Another sayin, no pain no gain... So I'll endure thru dis pain to gain wat I desire...

I went to temple in Taiwan, n I hope my prayers will b heard... Thks to e gods up dere in advance...

Now havin dinner with my poly fren... Happy anniversary to us!!! Hahaha... 5 yrs liao... Cool s*** huh... Haha... Anyway, I'm lucky to hav met dem... Really... They r frens tt one could nv ask for... Xoxo...

So it's dese 2 weeks is juz sheer hard work n endurance... I'll survive... I'll do my best...

Next few mths will b hyper... Gd gd, must keep it up n well, we'll c the outcome in july...

Thks for readin...

Feel like crushin ppl...

Omgoodness, seriously... I feel like dis place is a total No-Go for mi... Correction, it's no longer a feelin, it's a fact... It's true tt I've learnt many thing, but most of it, totally not related to my future studies, work, marriage watsoeva...

Tt Ogre in Command (OC) really cannot stand him... Actually, it's e whole place tt I cannot stand stayin @... Tt Coward Operator (CO) is another airbag... Only make noise, wan results n full of crap... All dese Cs n Os ar, only brainwash ppl... Well, it doesn't work on mi bitches...

After PT, asked us lie down, force mi to recall the nightmares tt I dun even wanna rmb, oh, the pain, e regrets, the decisions I've made tt lead mi to dis horrifyin state I'm in now w/ murderers arnd e corners waitin, juz waitin, for e rite opportune to stab u both from e back n e front...

My goodness, den u also hav ppl tt like to boost, self praise n stir s***... I'm serious... Recall a few mths back, THEY say tt CO doesn't praise ppl often, well, den wat happened in e hall when he was singing praises for tt OC n tt stick man?? If dose wouldn't praises, den it must b boot lickin...

But y must he boot lick dem??? Obvious, so tt they can achieve results!!! Wat e rite...

Anyway, post again some time ltr, gettin off e bus soon... Thks for readin peeps...

feeling tt life in e civilian world is still e best...

Now watchin a soccer match goin on in dunno which camp... It's @ yew tee... Seriously, if I can dun come, I wouldn't... Waste of time, I could b in bunk restin, playin games or doin somethin more productive den sittin down here in e cookhse...

N I'm suppose to like watch e match but obviously, it doesn't really interest mi... Oh, but I realised somethin, the referee, n some other officials were from Safsa but of coz, the soccer side...

We were playin downstairs n the damn OC came down n said: "the match start ordy"... My thought was: "yyyyeeeaaaa, o.k, wateva..." I dun even noe hu's going against hu... Den again, wat diff does it make??? It's not like dere's gonna b an off day or anythin...

Wastin youth, seriously wastin youth... Some more cannot play psp here... If any1 c liao, bad news man... So havta control yea... Sianz...

I think I'm gonna juz watch some youtube vids on my phone... Thks for readin...

It feels like crap...

Hi every1... My army life feels like crap... It's like when u hate somethin or some1 so bad, wateva gd stuff tt happens, u'll always think it happens once in a blue moon... Or u'll nv appreciate it or even acknowledge tt it happens...

Anyway, I'm flyin off to Taiwan soon... So not lookin forward to it... Crap, now goin for 1st parade... Cya...

"Say Wat?!?!?!" Part3

Yoyoyo, let's continue my 'Say Wat' Part3...

7th - It's my birthday!!!! haha... 220212!!!! Say Wat!!!!! haha... It's my birthday!!! haha... But den, i'm on course so cannto take birthday off... Totally, must claim it back!!!! haha... Den on the same

day, the battalion got some cohesion run... But den it was raining so cannot go run n they were let off early... SAY WAT!?!!?!? Haiz... Suay lor...

8th - On the very same day, i had to do some stupid simulation all the way till 11pm... But well, judging from the fact tt it started only @ 7pm... Hu the f*** starts a simulation @ 7pm... So damn frustrated can... Also cannot use my birthday as an excuse wat... Coz the next day i'm flyin a real UAV... Of coz i dun wanna crush any UAV or wat la so, i endured...

9th - Dere's battalion off on thurs n fri.... Say Wat?!!!! But we r on COURSE!!!!! Damn it, missed another long weekend... N i didnt even get to gym for the whole week... Damn it... Damn it!!!!

10th - Den everythin went quite smoothly for the live flight till it rained in the afternoon... Happy tt it rained but sadden coz i cannot complete my evaluation n tt means i gotta come back in May... haiz... Well, tt ends for my "Say Wat"... haha...

Thks everybody thks!!!

Hihi... Yesterday or shld I say, last nite, I celebrated my 22nd birthday with my frens... We went to some pizza place... I cannot rmb e name... So I think if u wanna c pics, go my facebook... Den we had pizza... Lots of it... Den had a little of creme brulee!!!! Haha...

Sinful, yes I noe, n to add onto dese sins, we also had ice cream @ Island Creamery outside ngee ann poly tt area la... Haha... Wat e hell rite... Haha... Mayb tt's y I got so much energy for PK 2day... Haha...

Den erm, Joanne Goh surprised mi with a cupcake from awefully chocolate (in case u dunno, it's my fav brand for cakes)... Den they gave mi presents!!! Haha... Love e cap... It has my name on it w/ the letter B in blink blink... Haha... Thks!!!

I also got a belt n a shirt... N haha, they got M but seems like I got bigger den last time?? Haha... But still fits nicely on mi... I haven try e belt but well, I'm gonna wear it 2nite when I book in...

Den another fren, Gavin, gave mi a crumpler messenger bag... Den he said: 'I dunno if u like messenger bags or not, but I got u one anyways...' Well, I adore messenger bags, or shld I say, I adore most bags for a matter of fact... So it's black n red which is a safe colour combi... Thks Gavin...

I had a great time last nite thks to all my poly frens... Thk goodness I wasn't in bunk when it's my birthday if not I'm gonna get mian dian by e guys... Definitely cannot escape despite all the trgs coz some also got trg in gyms... Haha...

My mom gave mi a big ang bao which very much covers the cost of my psp... Whahaha... So my psp became like my indirect birthday present from my mom... Love u mom... My dad, well, needless to say, can ignore his very existance... I jux wish tt he will return my mom her money tt he borrowed...

I jux wish for one very important thing which I, time n time again pray tt it will come true... Dis wish: I wish tt my mom can live happily, full of joy, wealthy, less hardship n most of all, LOVE... Wat my mom does for mi cannot b compensated throughout my whole lifetime... Seriously, love u mom!!!

Took a cab back n tt ended my wonderful day out in e civilian world...

'Say Way??!!" Part2

Yoyoyo... Dis is 'Say Wat' part2... If u haven read part1, well, I dun really care... Haha... So yea, part 2, here we go...

3rd - On the same Fri, I got my laptop!!! Woohooo... I went to buy it @ S'pore Expo IT fair... Its not the 'Say wat' part tt I got my laptop, but it's e efficiency, cleaniness n sleekness of my new HP laptop as compared to e previous one... Guess tt's wat they mean by new... So far, no jammin, no lag... SAY WAT!!! Woohoo, cool s***... Haha...

4th - So Sat, I got a pk challenge from a guy whose arms r like wow, his name: Edward, I thought I was gonna lose my position, but I won... I definitely noe it's a headwind affectin him... He's headwind was damnn strong... So I defended my position but definitely, he is stronger den mi...

5th - It was Monday n I had a off day so I d/l games for my psp... N here comes the 'Say wat', I put the games in my sister's pink PSP n I played for like 10mins??? Den the button X went haywired... I couldn't press the button anymore... SAY WAY????!!!!! When I was juz abt to play the psp again??!!! Damn it!!!!

6th - Well, I thought to myself, well, mayb e psp nids a bit of warm up so I juz brought it along to play but it was still 'broken'... Den I went for course on tues... It was jux refresher so once done, we got let off early... So, feeling sad abt e pink problematic psp tt I decided, it's time to get an upgrade... Knowin tt dere's a new psp model: PSP3000, I decided own 1... So well, I got a recommandation from Sgt Jack Yang, to go to a shop @ Far East Shopping Mall to get cheaper Psp... They had an online shop n lookin @ e prices, immediately, I made up my mind to go dere n get it... So after course, Sky, Boon n I when to orchard... N well, I got it, a Crimson Red psp3000!!! SAY WAT!!!! Cool s***... Haha...

Stay tuned... Thks for readin...

Say Wat??!!

Yoyoyo... Yea, dis post title is 'Say Wat??!!' Haha... Becoz I think I've been sayin tt again n again a lot of times dis week to myself la (in my thoughts)... Let me list dem down for ya...

1st - On Fri, 170212, I called Sgt Jack Yang to ask for e time to report on Mon, 200212... Den he told mi Capt Chua said to report only on tues... So I was 'Say Wat'... Haha... Yea...

2nd - On e same day, Fri, Warrent Ng told mi to chk if the system was indented... Den he asked mi to ask Warrent Sng(??) To chk if the system was in or not... Den I asked maung to ask coz I not contacts dere... Maung replied NO!!! So I was 'say wat??!!' Yea, den go thru a lot of calls n well, ultimately, encik said he will settle for us... Thk goodness...

Okiz, dere's more but I'm runnin out of time... Going training now so yea, I'll continue ltr... Haha... Thks for reading... Stay tuned...

It's e start of e cycle again...

Yoz, how I wish I could juz fast forward time, u noe, skip all e missions n atec... Jux get numb n well, come back to my senses when all tt is over... Haha...

Anyway, it's been a tiring week... I feel so sianz like coz always nidda stay back till like 9+pm... Den travel back to tampines den take train e next mornin back to plc... Really ar, less den 6hrs of slp... How to operate like tt...

Every1 say: wa. So gd can on course... Wa lao, depends on wat course rite??!! Dis course is not slack de lor... U can tell from e course name liao... After dis course, totally dun wanna fight atec liao... Feel like juz wanna relax... Sigh*

Anyways, if we dun nid to fly mUAV den I'm gonna juz go down down down... Haha... Jux a thought... Hopin it will come true...

End with a sad, sianz mood... Thks for readin anyways...

CNY2012: Dragon Roar!!!

Yoyoyo, it's e year of e dragons!!! Hahaha... So wat to expect for dis year??? Well, accordin to my sis, lesser ang baos... Hahaha... Leseer events... Or shld I say, lesser places to go... Tt's gd but well, tt also mean lesser ang bao... Sianx...

Anyway, dis year, June invited us to her hse for celebration, which is somethin new... Den chin how also moved hse, so he invited us over for CNY steamboat... Fd, drink bao ka liao... Woo hoo...

Anyway, it's rainin damn heavily outside but luckily, I'm doin shoppin inside... I'm on my way now to Orchard Ion to meet Wesley n Bryden... Trainin ended @ 1400, expected... But becoz i went to cut my hair n e wait was like long man...

Before mi was a slightly bald headed guy hu wanted to cut his hair short... I was like, seriously, wats dere left to cut... He shaved a bit here n dere n done, $15 gone... He could hav saved tt money for ang bao or somethin...

Anyway, I cut my hair like taeyang again... Dis time, slightly a bit longer den his... Haha, but e sides remind e same as his...

Anyway, going to orchard to shop for accessories dis time... Must go back early to help my mom witj hse work... Especially tml... Coz it's e eve tml...

Going off soon... Blog again ltr... Cya... Thks for readin...

CNY 2012!!!

Yoyoyo, chinese new year (CNY) 2012 is comin!!! It's jux next week... Awesome, another few days away from dis stupid camp n stupid army life... To b honest, all festiv from 2011 seemed sooo sooo lifeless TO ME... N y??? Do u even nidda ask...

So dis year 2012, since I'm gonna ORD dis year, hopefully, festivals dis year will seem brighter... It's not like I wanna c it tt way... Army is makin me depress... Like seriously...

But let's talk abt somethin happier... Isaiah proposed to Jooooo!!! It's seriously e best news ever heard in Jan 2012... It's abt time I say... Haha... Congratz to e lovely dovely couple... It's great c-in ur best frens tt had been datin for so long, hav a happy endin... It's like enchanted the movie LIVE... Haha... Happy ever after... I wish dis perfect couple tgt forever ever after...

Anyway, back to e topic... GOSH!!! I haven buy my pants (or jeans) yet!!! Hmmm, e next time I'm free will b on thurs?? Or even on sat only!!!! My goodness... I haven got a new wallet also, not even a watch (but well, I got my watch from my birthday)... Sigh* No money...

Oh, I can get my pants from fred perry!!! N y?? Coz I got vouchers for fred perry AND for Ion... Can combine!!! Hahaha... Crap, den I shld hav used e vouchers for my Zara shirt... Oh well... Hmmm, nidda do some plannin!!!

Thks for readin!!! Hav fun shoppin!!!

Jux wanna hav fun...

Haiz, as wat I posted in my facebook, I jux wanna hav fun, chill, relax in my civilian attire in e malls or in the gym, @ hm... Best is @ hm... I seriously dunno wat to do... I wanna go out with my frens n w/ my family... Go dinner, go out to play...

Now they all hav to wait... Emo s***... Haha... Sian... I dun wanna go camp... I dun wanna go taiwan for mission, I jux wanna remain in singapore, do wat I like to do, n jux close my eyes n imagine all e wonderous stuff I would hav done, would hav achieve, would hav complete without comin into army...

Oh, listenin to my nice music... Download n play nice games on DS, PSP... Oh, n I would hav bought 3DS instead of e 1 without camera... Oh, n I would hav gotten my iphone...

Haiz, thks for readin ppl...

Wat a bad start for e year...

Yoyoyo, it's like a totally bad start for e year... Cannot pass my military drivin test, den got screwed, got insulted, got critised... Man, wat's next?? Oh ya, den hav to book in no matter wat, den cannot gym, cannot train... All my sats cannot go rowin... Totally wat e hell...

Lost interest, lost hopes and lost myself in year 2012... I dun wanna carry on dis nonsense... It's lucky my mental str not tt weak, if not, I would hav jumped off e buildin... They r so scared of road rage, but they insultin n critisizin us on e jeep, so totally can lead to road rage: within e vehicle somemore...

I wanna pass dis military drivin test n get e hell out of here... I mean, hu wanna stay in dis crap hole... I also wanna jux go back to camp, to train n b trained... Y 'be trained'?? Coz when I get back, got lots of probs, got lots of things to settle... I gonna start trainin to control my temper, emotions and well, everythin else...

Thks for readin...

Another scout outin failed...

Like seriously, a whole day wasted... Money also wasted: youth totally wasted... My goodness... Ppl hu doesn't get sunlight over e weekends will try their best to get dem during e holidays... So they will organise stuff like goin to the beach... GO SUN TANNING... Like wat e...

But wat to do, despite only e few of us tt showed up, @ least we noe hu treasures the time spent together OUTSIDE of BigA...

Could hav gone gym if I knew so little ppl showed up... But well, organised n I agreed to show up liao... I'm not like some shamhole tt doesn't show up after agreeing he will come... Den dere's dose tt didn't even show their ass... 3.5 black ass didn't show up...

How i wish I'd spend time more productively... As much as I would like to run abt in e sand, my character doesn't wan to... Sorry guys...

Thks for reading...